I have realized that I can use this blog in ways other than what would would be discussed in class. Acknowledging the fact that a very minimal amount of people even encounter my blog, I can speak of any true concern I have perhaps for a venting process.
It is Saturday night at about 11:30 and in the past 3 hours, I have watched half a football game, read a chapter for Tuesday's FYS assignment on character, did laundry, had some dinner, and talked to some friends over the internet. To me, it has been what should be a relaxing night, which is what I intended it to be. However, about every 20 minutes the idea that I am a lonely college student runs through my head. I can't help but think that I am being patronized by the vast amount of my peers at the local bars, house parties, and arbitrary adventures. Why is it that college seems to revolve around social factors? I dont think my tuition pays for that. I find no problem with staying in for a few weekends to catch up on homework and some alone time. But who is right to deem this lifestyle as lonesome? I know a few people that swear by going out every weekend and somehow find just reasons to patronize those who don't. Patronization is one of the very few things that really light my fire. I can only write so much about how I feel, so I suppose this is it for my venting session. Until next time!
1 comment:
Let me introduce you to what I think is a very important distinction....being lonely vs. being alone. I honestly believe that we all need time to be alone, to reflect, to rejuvenate, etc. and, quite, frankly many people have a difficult time doing this because it forces them to deal with things they don't want to. And, notice, the connection to what we discussed regarding Mill. If you do something different that what everyone else is doing, you are given a hard time.
I'd say that the fact that you are able to enjoy an evening alone is a sign of maturity and sanity.
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